the process of resetting passwords is a long tedious one indeed.

How many links do I have to click just to get my damn password? What a joke. Okay, here's an e-mail, click the link, that sends you another e-mail with a link in it. Gawd.

I have a strange feeling people think I'm creepy. I don't try to be, honestly. If that's how I come across then I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you are so narrow-minded that you can't get to know someone before you jump to conclusions. Yeah, I am looking at certain people. That chick who gave me a dirty look at Brandon's birthday party. Most of my musical theatre class (except maybe Ashlee and Jamie). Yeah, certain people.

I have such a fucking headache. Not gonna lie. My sister always gets headaches but now they've been linked to some sort of condition she has in her jaw. I forgot what it was but that is what we think is giving her chronic headaches. We think.

Michael Jackson. I was never really a huge fan of him, honestly. But when I think about it, he certainly did pave the way for a lot of the artists I admire. I speak mostly of the long-form music video. Thriller. That wasn't a music video. It was a short film. Since then, Green Day and Lady Gaga have been releasing videos of the sort ("Wake Me Up When September Ends" and "Paparazzi" respectively). I think it was Michael who made that all possible. Music videos were not art until Thriller. Plus that red jacket is the stuff of legend. When you put that into perspective, that is what makes the loss of Michael Jackson so tragic. Looking past all the weirdness. Looking past the Elephant Man, the oxygen chamber, Macaulay Culkin (sp?), his molestation charges, the controversy. Looking at him for what he was. As an musician, an artist, an innovator, a humanitarian. Don't judge a book by its cover. Wasn't I talking about that earlier?



Dear Michiru Kaiou: Let me have your hair. Thanks. Love, Alex.

I'm a good girl. I just like to associate myself with the villains.

So apparently Millionaires spoofed Audrey Kitching in their video...hahaha. If you're gonna spoof something, spoof it well. That just wasn't funny...at all. You get a girl in a cheap pink wig, septum, and two moles, singing some line of the song, that's not funny. That's just pointless. Kind of like the band.

Someone wanna tell me why the Silversun Pickups video I got from Youtube doesn't play on my iPod? It's an MP4 video, just like all my Sailor Moon videos. Which are on my iPod. But this SSPU video doesn't even transfer. It's wacky. I can't begin to figure it out. I need this. If it were on the iTunes store it'd be mine already, but they don't have it (yet?).

Sleep is imminent. I should get in the habit of going to bed earlier.

xoxo